i’m back after 1.5 years. wow, how time flew! probably was just lazy but I figure I should start writing again because supposedly, it’s healthy or something…
so last week, i was sort of going through this phase where i started freaking out about what i’ve done since high school, people i talked to would say i’m lucky to be where i am with everything i have and while that’s true, with the economy still down, the craziness of school and work, and thoughts of marriage/kids were starting to get to me. I was freaking out about how i only have like 5 years left until i want to have kids and how i wasn’t okay with giving up my job for the kids and etc. basically, i was greedy in family and work life. anyhoo, times like those make me wonder why i ever wanted to grow up.
